Nothing to say

This is how I would remember today if I hit the "replay" button in my mind.

I woke up tired and feeling guilty.

I grabbed my camera and took some shots of the tree in the front yard's first flowers.

Jumping on the train in the crisp cold, I had been plagued with guilt that I had yelled at the little one the night before.

I spent the train trip in composing a sorry email in my head.

I walked in the office.

I sent my sorry email.

I worked.

I spoke to her to wake her up, it made me smile.

I worked.

I stopped to eat lunch and didn't feel like going outside.

I looked online at toys that I might buy myself, just that little bit torn on if I should do it.

I got bored of work and had completed most of what I needed to do.

I researched online on said toys.

Time's up, I took the train home.

I got home and said hi to mom.

I went to the gym.

I came home and had dinner.

I sat down and turned my mind off in front of the telly.

I turned the tv off and went upstairs to talk to the little one (The only thing I had been looking fwd to besides clocking the day off and getting closer to the weekend.)

Lord, give me a life over flowing, or let me go back to building that life that I was working on.

Please?