Boredom

Dear Lord,

I'm bored,

I think something cracked a little under all that recent stress and I couldn't be bothered anymore.

I feel restricted and tied down to obligatiosn rules and institutions, and in someway that makes me more bored.

I've always understood that new things loose their shine, to take one a more permenant if dull lustre.

This doesn't seem to be it.

I miss being passionate about things...

having goals, being close to you.

Fuel my drive Lord.

Amen