What lies ahead?

Married life has been keeping me busy and happy.

Its not an easy job this whole head of the house hold thing.

Being accountable to the big man upstairs for everything the collective "We" do is something heavy indeed.

I'm praying and believing that God will guide as as he's always has.

These days I'm not half as brave as I used to think myself... perhaps in that is where faith is its most powerful.

Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path.

Still here...

But very much distracted.

Married life is wonderful, though life will all its challenges would be too much even for 2, but for the grace of God.

Thank you father, for everything.

We're Married!

And I'm totally loving it.

Married life, despite and inspite of all the changes and compromises, certainly does rock!

its coming!

39 days and counting!

Am i looking forward to it?

you bet!

Is it scary as heck?

Sure is!

But it does help not to think about it too much,

God set the things in motion, and now its time to let his currents guide me.

help me lord

Help me Lord.

Help me tide this wave.

These walls that I've been trapped under for so many years.

This fear that has become a part of my life, turning me brittle and dry.

It hurts lord,

Please save me.

Please.

Boredom

Dear Lord,

I'm bored,

I think something cracked a little under all that recent stress and I couldn't be bothered anymore.

I feel restricted and tied down to obligatiosn rules and institutions, and in someway that makes me more bored.

I've always understood that new things loose their shine, to take one a more permenant if dull lustre.

This doesn't seem to be it.

I miss being passionate about things...

having goals, being close to you.

Fuel my drive Lord.

Amen

Happy Birthday to her!

I love you baby,

and if its quite alright I need you baby...

Its been a crazy year,

Mountains have moved,

Tides have been turned.

Through it all,

I have no regrets.

I love you,

I love walking with you,

Learning more about you daily.

I love you baby.

Happy Birthday!